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Previous Entry deus THIS machina, k? Oct. 6th, 2009 @ 02:49 am
Didn't think I'd be writing here again...honestly....never thought I'd be writing about this, right? Been avoiding talking about it...worried that the mists that obscured my soul would suddenly part, revealing the true vulnerability of my wretched state. Yet here I am...and it's OK....you know? I just am. in love. and the world is still there...and my life still progresses...and it's good and I'm happy. I thought I wouldn't....couldn't be here again...and I not only am...but it's better than I've ever remembered it. Life's been so sere...so dry of the joys and pleasures of my spirit....the mind retreating to it's haven of ordered protection...to languish serenely within a blanket of loneliness and despair. Yet, I couldn't leave this life undone...my path untrammeled...I needed the journey...no matter how much the sorrows and chains of the past still plagued me. and...look what I have wrought....and it's....sheer and utter bliss...it's the madness of a thousand lifetimes culminating to a pristine serenity and pleasure I can't describe with mere words. I'm happy...and this is my journey...and now...someone is walking it with me...
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